I Never Believe It Until This Day....Are We So UnDeserving???

"I thought YOU sent me here to help;
I thought I could help.
But never did I realized - we were all so undeserving;
We were all, nothing but THE SAME"

It took me such a long time, to finally embrace all my courage,
Thinking that since no one would dare, I shall do all a favor.
If not for our relation, I could have not bothered that much.
But the more for our relation, the more I have to say - that's my wishful thought!

Things aren't moving the right way as it should,
I decide it's time for a K.O.
Never did I know - I was the one, about to be K.O-ed.

I note a list of what I was about to say,
But neither one point was ever said.
I was accused of being not knowing, WE were accused of being THE SAME.
I was deemed as a gossiper, HE was already deemed hopeless since few years back.

What have we really done to deserve this? - from someone we always had respected.
Only to realize that he trust us NOT!

Was any chance given or were we paneled DEAD - from the very start?
Were there any guidance or were we already sentenced even before judgment day?

I asked for an Open-Talk, was there ever one?
Every word cuts, as sharp as a knife would slit my flesh; slowly and carefully - making sure that every slit never miss.

If we are so undeserving, why don't you just SPELL it out?