Why Am I feeling So Emotional....

We will be officially shifting to Strathmore Ave tomorrow.
I should be feeling excited;
I should be feeling happy ~ but am not.

Why am I feeling so emotional suddenly; sad, sad, sad.
Was sitting on the living sofa after some packing, and tears suddenly rolled down.
Aaron walked over and hugged me in his arms, asking me: what's wrong?ed
I shrugged my shoulder and soon tears flowed down like river.

Ok ~I was sad. The thought of my dad being alone after today.
Ever since mom passed away (last year), I (with Aaron) have been by his side.
Though most of the time we only see and talked in the morning (when I was still working).
Though most of the time we merely talked for less than an hour when dad wakes up to prepare for his nite-driving (after I stopped working, merely a month plus). o

The thought of him coming back in the morning, not 'having' us around.
The thought of him waking up in the afternoon, not 'seeing' me around.
NO ONE except himself - in this house.... simply wet my eyesssssss!!!!!

Aaron consoled: We are still in SG. We are not going away. We are not leaving him at all - It sounds right, it sounds sensible ~ BUT I just can't OFF MY TAP!!!!
SLAP ME LAH!

Ya la, the once-so-rebellious girl everyone once talked about, the girl who once stayed out alone for years - suddenly feeling sad leaving her dad??!!!

Anyway the term "Rebellious" - that was what you all think of me - I AREN'T ONE! I NEVER WAS. Just because no one undertands me, does that make me a rebellious person?

I know dad is happy that I finally found someone (Aaron) who can take care of me.
He; who can shelter me with love, and protect me from danger.

Ok, we will begin our new life as from tomorrow.
We will stay by one another; through Thick-&-Thin, High-&-Low.
As long as we love one another, we can overcome any obstacles.

But I really have to say "Thank You, Dad. For helping us fulfil our dream home".